Perception

I often close my eyes and turn around till I feel dizzy and fall down,
To open my eyes in that randomness, gives me a pleasure that no one else,
The ambiguity and uncertainty then dawns and I feel lightheaded like I never was,
It is then that I see my life in the view,
Where I expect to find answers and none of u.

But the sight of naked truth frightens me,
Coz here yet again, I see all of thee.

Why O why wouldn’t you let me be,
I need it; I need to let me be ME.

I am lost, I am torn, I am dim, I am low,
What more do you want,
Why wouldn’t you let me go?

You’ve trenched me down in a million blows,
And whenever I climb up,
You give me another shove.

I will never give up, you know it though,
And will reach where you shall bow.